Virginal villainy.

you can’t play the virgin and the villain
but you think you can, yeah you do.

I can’t say absolutely or for certain
what people think of you, but I know what I do. 

knowing everybody wants and your the only one who’s gots
makes you feel good, don’t it.
you said you were powerless to stop it
but you wanted it, so own it.


I can say but I know that you know this
you hurt people just in case you didn’t notice
I thought we were in love
but I guess that I was wrong.

Your step dad touched you and your mom calls you a whore, no I get it.
That’s only going to stop you from getting what you want if you let it.
Loyalty is a word you’ve never heard before
I see that, now.
and you and me was clearly a joke but
I don’t see, how.


I know now but I need for you to know this
you hurt people even if you never notice, yeah
I see now for you ‘in love’
is just a song.

I’ve taken three minutes of your time
so that I could make you hear me
there’s no difference between asking me to go
and forcing me to leave

all you had to do was tell me it’s over
and you wanted to be with him
but making sure i came home to walk in on
you’s got to be a sin

now i don’t care that you regret it
or you called it a mistake
this is a relationship baby
you can’t have and eat your cake

what i want to make clear before the curtain closes
in-love for me is not sunshine and roses
but after what you did to me
i’m sure that it’s over. 


Why does it have to mean something?

why does it have to mean something?

music is but a metaphor for how i think.

if only you knew how much i cheated in my mind.

how many people I’ve mentally strangled in my time.

I’m only human just like you. I’d do evil if I could get away with it. Just like you.

my life’s been perfect but i pray for strife

just to feel more than nothing all the time.

life is so safe it’s sterile. the excitement in me has died. 

bad times.

i thought I wanted you but that wasn’t it
I chased after you for three months and a bit
I had you where I wanted you and couldn’t commit
I had to let you go now I feel like shit

It felt to good to be bad
it was the thrill of the hunt
didn’t mean to make you mad
why you being a… mean girl…

music history.

guitar when i was 16.
learned to play some chords
hung out with my friends
played some songs when we were bored 

guitar got put on the shelf
i got older made my life
got my first acoustic just before marrying my wife
in the night i strummed some chords but i was quiet and alone

just a simple way to pass the hours past midnight in my home
when i was 29 i decided to give it a real shot took lessons and practiced a lot
i met my friend dustin he had a band said i could play the bass cuz they needed a hand
played on stage for the first time

my knees were a chatter but we played well and had a good time. 



Kind of angry with pop music…

That hair, not real.
those clothes, chosen for them.
that smile, it’s real.
but it’s not for you.

it’s like, falling in love with plastic.
we can make it, anyway you want it.
we can even make, you think you can’t live without it.
but in the end, you just fell in love with plastic.

they sing a song, straight into your heart.
that song was written 1 billion teenage hearts

Silent, idle, and ignored.

society in first worlds have reached a point
where people have just enough to not become upset

We’re too afraid to step outside our comfort bubble
We’ve got a culture moderated by distraction

Too concerned with porn star kim kardassian

don’t be sad be mad and tell a legal voter to get up off their ass