warm winds from the field
blow over the cold trail
i don’t know how i feel.
Sometimes it feels like I’ve been down every road.
I know those stones only too well.
another summer I wonder
it has come and is done
whats going on
Autumn is gone.
Bullets are cheap, cheap like words, words make peace.
kerosene burns. play your role. king or meek.
throw your insults. get it out. cuts so deep.
You can’t change the past and the future is only a concept. Do what you want to do now.
It’s amazing that you think you are here at all.
from Monday Friday always feels a million miles away
Just need to stop thinking about it and get on with it
i ordered your drink order at Starbucks without even thinking about it.
If I knew what I know now I’d have asked every girl I met to see her tits.
I’d look like an asshole but the law of probability also states that I’d see some tits.
dick in hand stroke it gently. my mind is non-functional listening intently.
sleep is a shark afraid I’ll see mr clark
a fight each night the dark then sunlight
I’m not a beast but not a priest
and in God we trust, well some of us
my faith is frayed faithless today
hard to believe doesn’t matter to me
I’m a lost boy watching the Pan fly
why is he so special? why aren’t I
what is Tinkerbell’s pixie dust in limited supply
don’t ask questions. Don’t you dare cry
airplanes and crows always remind me of home
but there’s no planes that fly in a snowstorm
and you never hear the crows when you’re dry and warm
I mourn I lost all hope in my life
forgive me my sins I beg Jesus Christ
You know I’ll find out every time that you lie
I’ll never be your favourite son mom will I
We ditch our friends, stay home and binge all weekend
watch all six seasons of sex and the city like it’s never going to end.
I love it and you promise you wont tell my friends
then we laugh because you know I’ll tell them anyway
When grandma died I held your hand while you cried
and you hold mine when I’m panicking in the middle of the night
and then we laugh because what else can you do?
I love you. We face each day together. And at night. We sleep until it’s gone.
I convinced you to go with me on a roller coaster ride
and I’ll admit I got a kick out of the fear in your eyes
the joke was on me when it made me think I was going to die
And then we laughed and we’ll never do that again
we decided on kids when we were drunk on New Years Eve
Looking back I think it may have been slightly ill-conceived
wouldn’t trade them for a billion dollars in that you can believe
And then we laugh… because we’ve thought about it.
I love you. We face each day together.
We’ll go outside. No matter the weather.
and then we sleep. Until it’s gone.
No one gets famous at thirty.
We still get together every Thursday
Bang on instruments absurdly
i look around at all these young punk kids
was i that stupid too? I’d wear baggy ripped
jeans and a backwards hat but i’d never dress like you…
do not dismiss miracles as mere coincidence
credit the magic in life and
press your face against the glass.
your dream self is painfully shy.