Why does it have to mean something?

why does it have to mean something?

music is but a metaphor for how i think.

if only you knew how much i cheated in my mind.

how many people I’ve mentally strangled in my time.

I’m only human just like you. I’d do evil if I could get away with it. Just like you.

my life’s been perfect but i pray for strife

just to feel more than nothing all the time.

life is so safe it’s sterile. the excitement in me has died.