I figured out what I love about you

She sends her picture by text and she asks me how she looks today.
I tell her she looks great but it doesn’t matter what I say. 

She’s got an image in her mind of how she’s supposed to be.
She doesn’t understand that i just want her close to me. 

I want to tell her what she wants to hear but I don’t know what that is.
All I really want is for that pretty smile to bring me a kiss.

Out drinking.

grab your drink and give a clink
to the person on your right
We all love to fight but not tonight

we’re all brothers and sisters here
stay full of cheer, 
grab another beer
fine girl comes near try not to leer 

Angry ranting.

i feel life’s not as good as it could be
the only one holding it back is me. 

i hate the state of pretty much everything
But I cant figure out who’s doing the fucking

i could have sworn no harm to my person was a right in our charter

why is the corn we grow still GMO
morality or common sense should have dealt with this years ago. 

a plant could replace aspartame
who cares about tumours
money is the goal of the game.

Used you.

Am             Em             Dm                       C       Em
Sleeping in dreamland. New friend and a warm hand.

Am                         Em             F        C         Em
Time we spent. So fast it went. We’d. Better. Not. 

Am                  Em                   Dm                         C          Em
Take a breath. Think of death. Depressions dark. Still not smart.

Am                           Em                F    C Em
Miss touch so much I want to but. So. I. Touch.

———-

CHORUS

Am                                 Em         Am                                       Em
And I know you want an apology. And I tried but it’s just not in me. 

You’d hate to hear another lie from me. And that’s all an I’m sorry would ever be.

———-

Not quite a spark. Lightning through dark. Awakened heart. 

Time to Depart. Thank you my friend. I’m. Alive. Again.

CHORUS

Priorities straight. It’s getting late. And starting to rain. 

I hope I never see you again. (x5) 

Miracles.

don’t dismiss the nightly miracles as mere coincidence
credit the magic in life and press your face against the glass.
and wonder why your dream self is still painfully shy.

A Chinese song.

Xixi sent me this song she’s learning and translated for me and asked me if it made any sense in English. I think not. I’m going to try to use it as a base for another song. Might have to ask xixi some questions.

Fantastic Abilities

I saw it rained in desert
I saw the sea kissed a shark
I saw the dusk chased dawn
But I haven’t seen you

I know beauty would get old
I know there are lives other than lives
I know verse inside wind
But I haven’t known you

I heard desolation became to lively
I heard dust buried a castle
I heard the sky refused birds
But I haven’t heard from you

I understand all air bubbles for the present
I understand bitter good medicine in silence
I understand what makes me so proud
But I haven’t understood you

I refused the moon to be better and rounder
I refused to be crazy unknown
I refused to be flamboyant around
But I wouldn’t refuse you

I became wild sight
I became unmeaning appearance
I became transparent high wall
But I couldn’t become you

I heard echoed across emptiness
I heard sound of raindrops greened forsaken mountain
I heard about goddamn secret
But I haven’t heard about you

I caught scattering appetency
I was nervous within strong fragrance deeply
I caught illusions all over the world
But I couldn’t catch you

I forgave it froze during June
I forgave ageless lives
I forgave hesitancy of world
But I haven’t forgiven you

I forgot being on an island alone
I forgot tears were just ineffective pills
I forgot silent words in a hundred year
I can’t forget you

I wanna a moon to be better and rounder
I wanna to be crazy unknown
I wanna to be flamboyant around
I wanna you

here we go…

The Unbelievable

I’ve seen the rain falling in the desert
I’ve seen a shark kiss the sea
I’ve seen the setting sun chase the dawn
But I have not seen you

I’ve known beauty that has faded
I’ve known lives other than this
I’ve known the verses in the wind
But I have not known you

I’ve heard stories of uproar in desolation (I’ve heard there’s chaos in the barren)
I’ve heard of dust burying a castle
I’ve heard of the sky refusing the birds
But I have not heard any stories of you

I’m addicted to living in this dream
I’m addicted to the bitter medicine in silence
I’m addicted to what makes me most proud
But I’m not addicted to you

I reject that the moon can be brighter
I reject the wild and the unknown
I reject the exuberance within me
But I can not reject you

I became extraordinary
I became meaningless
I became nothing to you
But I couldn’t be you

I heard echoed across emptiness
I heard sound of raindrops greened forsaken mountain
I heard about goddamn secret
But I haven’t heard about you

I caught scattering appetency
I was nervous within strong fragrance deeply
I caught illusions all over the world
But I couldn’t catch you

I forgave the frost in June
I forgave ageless lives
I forgave hesitancy of world
But I haven’t forgiven you

I forgot being on an island alone
I forgot tears were ineffective pills
I forgot silent words in a century
I can’t forget you

I long for the moon to be brighter
I long for the wild and for the unknown
I long to set the exuberance within me free
And all I long for is you

politics.

If one day you find yourself angry at someone lower on the economic ladder than you realize that you were made to feel that way by someone higher up on the ladder than both of you.

Fight a war for peace and fight wars that never end. The rich get rich beyond imagination.

Nightly fight.

every night I want to run

every night I get scared

I want to abandon the plan for my sanity

I want to drown myself in media

I want to poison my brain so I won’t feel a thing.

I want to distract myself from reality

Stay on target, Luke. Stay on target.

Don’t lose focus. Don’t lose hope.