Everything is shit again. Obviously.

So. Here we are a month after and I dream of her having sex with two different guys; neither I know. In the dream I cried until I woke up. I am left with a horrible taste in my mind. It tastes like forever. A long period in which I do not have someone. It is killing me, killing me, inside.

All sorts of things could contribute to this dream.

At the party last night the guys were ripping apart Eliza harder than I could stand. They called her a slut and a whore. They said she had turned punk and was a totally different person. Do I know this person? Do I want to know this person? Is she worth checking up on? I don’t know.

On a lighter note I got Chad a meal at McDonald’s to streak the whole party last night. After that he got really bitter with LJ and took off at like 3:00 in the morning. We tried to stop him but nope; no luck at all.

School is shitty. The project I have to do for Don’s {Typography} class will be decent and I believe I will do well. {What’s so shitty about that?!}

But as for Chuck {Design Layout} all my cards have been played. I handed in my final exam on Thursday and he still has the final project we did. I sit and wait to see if I pass. To see if I shame my family or if I go forth into second year.


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